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what if i live and die not knowing you? well, would it really matter to you at all? you who don't care even a bit for me? you who always hurt my feelings?
what if you were really the one for me and he isn't the one for you? would you go to me and say "im sorry, i didnt realize it was you all along"?
what if i don't accept you when you do so? (although i know for sure i will never leave you no matter what) but what if i do reject you the way you did to me?
what if i don't really love you and all i feel for you, as Pineforest Crunch told me, is just security? (though im also sure i honestly love you)
what if i die right here right now without you having the chance to say you're sorry and how you really feel for me (and i hope it's true love)?
so many what ifs.
so many questions, so few answers.
so many problems, so few solutions.
so many pains, so few joys.
so much love to give, nothing to receive.
one hell of a life.
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sad but true....
sabi nga ng isang song "so many questions...but the answers are so few..." But more often than not, most of our questions are too complicated for rational, logical solutions that they admit insights rather than answers... yup yup daling sabihon noh? but life works that way...life in the first place is not fair. it shouldnt be easy the way we wanted it to be.
oh well.... still
what if youve realized it was ME all along for you?..but it was too late for you to realize that...
what if you were bugged again by your conscience...would you write to me again and say your sorry??? (for the gazillion times???)
... hay nakuh!