Nice question... hindi na nga ako nakakapagdasal e... kasi parang hindi ko na kaya magdasal. I don't understand. before, parang ang dali dali lang for me magdasal pero iba na ngayon. Parang I cant concentrate. Sa kalagitnaan ng prayer ko nakakalimutan ko na lang bigla na nagdadasal pala ako. I get easily distracted and bored - pati sa mass. I think I'm slowly growing to be an atheist.
Maybe what I'm actually doing isn't praying but WISHING. Anyway, I often wish for World Peace... and for everything to fall in place - whether i find those places agreeable or otherwise - basta that's their proper place, I'm fine with it.
And oh, I also often wish that I finally find someone I can grow old with and be with no matter what - someone I can truly be happy with and will love me for who I am.